G. Helene
Gretjen Helene is a little like the motorcycle she rides: Free. Infiltrated by the open air, and breathing in all of her surroundings – because there’s no room for windows in life. Understandably, her photos are very real. They embody the essence of living, with its differing emotions. Some are funny; some are giddy; some are despondent. But what they share is a particular fervor for taking it all in.
“Things that fascinate me inspire me to photograph them. It can change with the wind but I’ll step into almost anything that I don’t understand or could take the risk to be involved in,” she said. “If it’s exciting I usually want to see what it could be like to be right in the middle. Taking a motorcycle journey from Boston to Alaska to San Fransisco, going to Cuba, or spending a week in the sandy wind-blown desert at the Burning Man Festival…all invigorate my sense of adventure and intrigue.”
Now 29, Helene spent the first 18 years of life in Fairbanks, Alaska, where she attended Catholic school for a bit. “[It was for] the proverbial “experience” that my mother wanted. It was more…than the Catholicism itself,” she said. “She always wanted my brother and I to experience vast and various things to have a good perspective on the world.” Throughout those first 18 years, Helene adopted her mother’s perspective on perspective: She traveled throughout Central America, Ecuador, Russia and Greece – gathering images, experiences and memories.
But Alaska, in its pristine, glowing glory, was the perfect place to capture beauty on film.
“Deep in the heart of the winter…everything feels completely still and barren, with the snow glistening the soft colors of twilight. This is a magical time every day. It looks and feels like Mars with a gray hue cast. The snow doesn’t just land on the surface of things, but rather collects in hoar-frost on the sides and undersides of everything, creating a winter frosted wonderland. It’s all quite enchanting and dangerous…like a beautiful but wicked fairy tale.”
Helene said the camera began to settle at her hip by age 13, after her dad passed down his old basic one. The arts, in general, became a big part of her life – and she left for Boston after high school, to study theater at Emerson College. But after one year of school, she took on a little more perspective again – traveling to Nepal and Thailand with her camera – and after returning, she realized she was more focused on the images and experiences abroad than the rush of the stage.
After one of her Nepal photographs received an award, she switched to The Art Institute of Boston for her degree in photography. The school hired her to teach a class to other students for three years following graduation – a rewarding position, but one that became a distraction from her own work. So, Helene took a bold dive into the realm of professional photographers, and found that she swam well.
She’s spent the time since mastering the art of invisibility.
“I’ve come to realize that when I completely lose myself behind my camera and then reemerge feeling nourished and enlightened, I’m a photographer. The hours pass like a waterfall, exciting and constant, and I’m still visually stimulated and satisfied creating what intrigues me, and exploring how it intrigues me.”
Looking outward, she’s intrigued by the work of Sebastiao Selgado: “[He] sits at the head of the table of people I would like to have dinner with before I die. His moments capturing beauty and horror can balance your mind within a split glance and let you rest within the image forever or, take it with you.” And the great August Sanders, for “his casual ability to collect the common people without the self-awareness that can be too obvious sometimes in front of a camera.” Helene holds Diane Arbus in high esteem as well, for her raw and shocking portraiture.
Of her own photographic (and possibly life) philosophy, Helene phrases it in her eloquent way:
“”Water” could be a sport for some, or for others a burden, a scarcity, a breeding ground, an energy source or maybe a necessity. Yet all fall within the boundaries of each individuals understanding of ‘Water.’ It seems to satisfy my desire to bring the world closer to understanding various perceptions that live far from their understanding.”
View more of Helene’s work on her website:
www.gretjenhelene.net